I should really stop before I get hurt. Sucks that your everything I could see myself wanting. But fuck you for making me want you. Its truly NOT fair. The chances that you’ll actually leave the situation are not very high, which leads me to be the one to suffer… Soo… RUN AWAY!
life.
I’m gonna smile and act like I’m moving on and getting through all of this. but truth is…I’m in more pain then I have ever been in. Lie, lie and lie some more. fake it till you make it. these scares will never fade.
I’ve been thinking I’ve been alright with this, loosing weight the healthy way, not resorting to starving, but I still feel it happen every now and then when I start to get scared of food….I don’t know if this will really ever be easier..
Post reblogged from A Day in the Life of the Eating Disordered. with 19 notes
2226) My ex boyfriend is the reason for all of this.
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